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Minggu, 03 Oktober 2010

its october

wewww another "new" month....i wish i have new experience in this wonderful month...amien....
#octtoberwish (oh - so - twitter) be a better, better, as always, always will a better person....

its kinda funny...bout how my life up and down lately...Gawd...how i through all the problem...and how i fixed them all...and how i jumped into a lill depressed...cryin alone...till i have a stupid thought (escape from my home)...

Thanks God u still gimme those strength to passed it all....i know U'll always beside me...U're the best Allah...

im upset....very upset....i know that my mother is gone....i know it, excatly and for sure....but please just let her rest in peace....and i wish that u know im 21st - year - old - lill - girl pliss dont involve me with ur bussiness....i have no idea what i have to do, say and fix them all....should i say it out loud??or will u understand by urself??but remember one thing, i dont hate you....i know that u think that i can fixed all the problems but unfortunately im not my mom someone who can give a perfect solution in any situation...and of course im sorry for that....

yupp thats it....hopefully we can understand each other...and there is no problem like this in the future....amien....love you all....im sure that i cant found any other person like you all...let past be the past...we are big and happy family :)

lots of love
heni